i'm sleeping a LITTLE better.

before i got up, the sleep clinic (i can't think of the name of it right now) called me and asked me the problem with my cpap and i told them that both my nurse and pca tried to stick the tubes that were given to me for my cpap machine in the machine and the tubes wouldn't fit for either of them. the lady looked up my cpap model and told me she'd send some new tubes in the mail to me. i hope that's a solution but the people at the sleep store when i went a few days ago looked at my cpap model also and sent tubes home with me and they didn't fit. so i'm not really sure. although- i WAS able to fall asleep naturally last night without my normal difficulties.. hopefully that sleep pattern continues at least until the new tubes that actually fit come in the mail. i had ics today and they helped me schedule an appointment for my hair to be foiled since the stylist who dyed my hair a few weeks ago told me to schedule it today. i was thinking about why i didn't cut my hair and i think that when women cut their hair- it ACTUALLY makes them appear older. i don't really ever REMEMBER having really short hair my whole life- i think the shortest it's ever got has been to my shoulders when i was 13 or 14 maybe a little younger. so with all of that said- the most i'll probably do is trim it since my hair grows like weeds anyway thanks to my dad's genetics. he gave me and my brother his hair type and he gave me his temper. my brother doesn't have a temper at all. i was the one blessed with that trait. the ics worker who tried to make it look like she was being "helpful" by treating me like i was stupid and i couldn't even walk by myself found that i have a temper out before she took me to the sleep store earlier this week. fredrick said that i was acting crazy- i honestly don't remember acting crazy. i thought i had my temper taken care of after a few sessions with my psychologist but i guess not. maybe she just awakened the beast?